There was a blue glow over us. Well 16 rolled around and we went to a gin and juice party.
But we had been trying for a while. Being an insecure year-old, dark-skinned, black boy in a majority-white area made me desperate for any attention.
The next morning she told me she didn't want it to go anywhere, that she only saw me as a friend. He was my first love and I don't regret one moment of it.
I guess it could be seen as embarrassing or not as special as a first time with a girlfriend, but I am content with how it happened. Skip to main content.